Fever of the Time

Lovely and lonely but I don't want to play here anymore
Don't want to hurt her anymore, isn't it enough?
Perfect and sweetly I won't pick up the hand piece anymore
I don't believe you any more, you wouldn't understand

Locked in a feeling, lost in the meaning
Feeling the fever of time
This isn't mine, it isn't mine
It could be easier to close my heart to you
But that's the one thing I could never do

Maybe this story ends
In something happier than this
Maybe there's something that I missed
I wish that I could see her now

But when all the dust clears
The memory 'till nothing is the same
I'll still remember what she'd say
You know that I'll still feel her smile

Locked in a feeling, lost in the meaning
Feeling the fever of time
This isn't mine, it isn't mine
It could be easier to close my heart to you
But that's the one thing I could never do