Zerosum

up and down just to see you smile with a cup of tea.
i've seen better days. today i thought about giving up,
given up on me, but the comfort still remains.
a walk in the rain passing by your window, i asked myself, "is she dead?"
holding you in my arms crying in the rain, i said nothing.
i woke up by a phone call from my mom, i tried not to cry.
say to me it's okay, she said it's okay then i remembered that i saw your eyes and not the rain.
your family cried, your friends all cried, i finally cried when i realized what love is.
sitting on the bathroom floor asking "why?"
i think your stronger for wanting to stay alive.
all of the sudden i thought you were leaving,
didn't you know you gave me something to believe in?
you kept me breathing when my times were down.
the last time i saw you i took a good look at the sky.
and you told me something.
i should have said something,
then i remembered that i saw your eyes and not the rain.