How I Feel

Looks like I made a mess again
Heartbreak everywhere I step
This fire is getting hot again
But I touch the flame 'cause I'm a curious catCreeping where I don't belong
Finding out what I knew all along
Crying all alone
And it's all my fault, all my faultYeah, I did it again, againOh, I'm getting tired of leaving
Even sicker of pretending
That it's not so bad, just wait it outOh, I think you're feeding me lies again
The only good man left wasn't him
And that's how I feel right now
So just let me be, let me beIt seems every time I find a good man
He's got a good little wife
I'm not jealous but I won't lie
I don't wanna hear about your wonderful lifeAnd babies everywhere I look
Trophy wives with their little black books
At this rate I'm gonna end up alone
It's probably all my fault, all my faultOh, another dead end againOh, I'm getting tired of leaving
Even sicker of pretending
That it's not so bad, just wait it outOh, I think you're feeding me lies again
The only good man left wasn't him
And that's how I feel right nowBitter pill that I've swallowed
Just how low can my heart sink
Fairy tales from so long ago
Save them for someone
That's not smart enough to know'Cause I, I'm getting tired of leaving
I'm through pretending
Yeah, I'm broken and sad so I'll sit this one outOh, I think you're feeding me lies again
The only good man left wasn't him
And that's how I feel right nowHow I feel right now
How I feel right now
How I feel right now, let me beHow I feel right now
How I feel right now
How I feel right now, let me be