Horrifying

Try to understand who I am
My pops is an intelligent black man
My mom's locked up in S I B I brand, damn
It's like they're handing me planned positional placementInheritance parents mistaken left my soul aching
Hurting painful let downs are burning fire inside
Fire inside's is what I got right
Unjustified lies, life died so I picked up a mic
Microphone the danger curseThis earth's done got them tears dripping
Lifetime of decline got me blind to the real sign
Running around helpless, selfish
Direction less spiritual savior get me flexin' that will to liveHorrifying, horrifyingShot one, shot one
Tell them how your soul fell
Closet bigotry insecurity
I see from the ones closest to me
I see this diseaseComplexion sways your mental direction
Privilege culture subliminal racist
Stereotypical walk and mythical lies must go
Prejudging human beings that you are seeing
Millions of 'Mark Fuhrmans' within my midst
But flesh does not determine what is within