Thought I Choked

You say it's accidental, but it's on purpose 
  It seems like you have too many special interests 
  Quiver and quake, I'm paralyzed by your mistake 
  I think you're not, not quite right 
  Difficulty on top of difficulty 
  On top of weak parts, false start, damaged downhill 
  You said something between my hair 
  I nearly met my end right there 
  I've never been good at keeping secrets 

  Cracked and broke 
  You thought I choked 

  Not now, not now 
  Not anytime soon 
  There's no telling, no telling 
  Could happen to you 
  Not today, not tomorrow, not Sunday at noon 
  Not telling, not saying 
  I might do to you